Last night, I got in bed and I decided I made a real try with WILD!
I seem to have know problem but to continue dreaming. Usually the dream starts apearing as voices and HI. When I get conscious that the HI is there, and that they are part of the dream, the dream kicks my ass out!
Well
Last night, I got to bed and started “meditating” noticing my thoughts and all that, but at a very “begginer” level.
One thing I noticed is that my thoughts come out mixed with other thoughts that I can’t really tell what they are. OK I can, it’s those “voices”. I have the normal thought going on and than the voice, interupts and deviates it.
At a certain point I was hearing a man say something stupid. I then noticed it was a fat man near a car talking to his son! (this is what I call HI) It was the begging of a dream.
As I noticed this, the dream faded a bit, but I forced myself to stick with it.
I decided to leave the man behind and go search for a door to enter the dream! LOL
I quickly found a door or made one, 'cause the set was always changing, and entered the emergency stairs of a ShoppingMall(that is real) near my house. It was very dark and I decided to go up!
I walked(climbed?) the stairs up again and again and again, always moving to the next platform.
It was still very dark and I found no doors.
I decided that I would find a door to enter the dream in the next platform, but as I got up there, there was no door.
The I decided I would find the dream in the next platform, but it wasn’t there.
I started getting anxious and bored and I decided to wake up.
Wake up turned around laying on my belly know, back facing the top, and fell asleep.
When I turn my self around I usually have much less ability to WILD!
OK - I think I’ve wrote a pretty long and boring report. I must mention that the dream was always in “fading-out-mode”, it was very little vivid it - should be considered an imagination exercise. But I still believe this can be an effective way of entering the dream.
This is what I’d call a VILD attempt.
Can anyone give me a tip on how to [b]break-through/b?
I believe the dream fades because I’m affraid of what I might find out out there in my mind!
Also, I tried rubbing my hands but I had no effect! I noticed I had three pairs of hands, the hands in my dream, the hands of my body (IRL), and the hands of prolly my astral body. I noticed I could imagine another set of hands a little above my body and rub them aswell! ::strange.::
thanks in advance,
peace@us.all