well, here is my worst nightmare…
i almost get some sort of tears in my eyes when i recall it, i dreamt this dream couple years ago but still it is as clear as RL itself…
it was war, me and my brother was child soldiers, we start in the training room, the army leader was writing tactics at the billboard… it was all unreal but real in the same time…
we hear screams and bombs everywhere… when the man is done he tell us to get some sleep before we march to war, it was approximately 50 children in the small “classroom” with us… we all slept very close on the floor in sleeping bags…
after sleeping for couple of hours we wake up with screams and terror… we run outside where a guard toss weapons to us… the children… as soon as we run out there are men everywhere, shooting, killing, dieing… me and my brother try to stick together as much as we can… but suddenly when i look at my side he isnt there anymore, i look everywhere for him…
atlast i found him behind a rock, i saw him, lying on the ground… all the sounds became faint… screams and shots in the background, the sky is all red… its night and dark, but at the same time everything is red, skies are filled with bloodlike colors, red shadows…
and there on the ground my brother lies breething heavily, i walk over to him in despair, he is shot multiple times, he is in shock and cant talk… i cry at his side over him… and he looks at me, with wild scared eyes, he cant manage to say a word, then suddenly…
he stops moving, his eyes stare blankly at me, my eyes are now full with tears as i turn towards the blood red heaven and scream loud… then i wake up…
still stirs me alot to think about it…