[color=darkblue]I share your problem! I really wanted to gain a bit more muscle and I’ve stopped and started so many times you wouldn’t believe!
I have some small weights at home and a few more odds and sods but I’ll tell you what is the best way to start your motivation: Pay for a gym subscription- just go out and do it at your local gym, that way you won’t be able to back out (since you will have already paid and will not want to lose out on your investment!)
Then, I personally am going to plan that I will go on my only two free days (Monday and Tuesday and Sunday). That way I have a routine to stick to and once you get into a routine it is much easier to get motivated. I also suggest possibly buying some health supplements as taking them will not only help your fitness and diet but get you motivated because you will be doing things properly.
Make it an enjoyable and social thing as well by trying to get as many of your friends to join as you can and try and go at a time that suits you all.
Finally, just remember to not work too hard and get plenty of sleep, because this is your rebuild time and is just as important as the workout itself.
I know how you feel though. Getting motivated can be a pain…[/color]