Let’s say we’re like Jesus, and we give everything, to people who don’t notice or appreciate it
is that a good way to live ?
What if we are like a Buddha, and just sit and not care, and not be attached to anything?
Something happens and we’re kind of like Pooh Bear “Oh Bother” but we don’t really care, we’re just saying an empty phrase,
or maybe we are more like something that is just perpetually zombified, feeling no emotions,
or maybe even we are subtly happy
but should we invest our time in caring ?
what i’m talking about is attachment I guess
I was meditating on the couch today and my dog was barking, instead of telling her no, which doesn’t work, I said “good girl… good girl… come here!” and i loved her and said it with the love, and so she stopped barking and came here, and I looked her in the eyes and beamed a true genuine love to her, and she noticed.
so lets say, we love something, that is ultimately hurting us, do we get angry and have a grudge against them, condemn them to hell in our reality, delete them from our mind, and eventually feel bad about our anger and wish them well?
do we choke on our bad feelings living in subtle unexpressed angst
do we try to talk it out
how do we know?
i think if you really love someone you couldn’t be hurt if they don’t love you back ?
so why do I feel hungry inside, ravenous and desperate for solace from the opposite sex ?
its only when I feel complete, whole, that I am a powerful presence to them, but becuase I am complete and whole, i have no agenda to approach them and meet them, and they do not have the holiness necessary to witness and look me in the eye and see that I love them.
if you look a child in the eyes, they don’t know how to lie or hide their love, they have to look back, and they are wholesome and good
but an adult will fidget.
the universe knows exactly what we want and need, and exactly how our lives can be perfect heavenly blissful ones.