My first LD was the best I ever had, I could do anything. And now, I keep trying to go back to that, trying to achieve that same goal, but everytime I fail.
I fail everytime because I think I have a mental block. I can’t get around the fact even if I say I’m going to have a lucid dream how can I really control it? When you really think about it, you can’t control it, you just get lucky. (At least for me)
So now I’m back at Square 1 again and it goes in a cycle over and over, and I can’t figure out how to get out of the never ending cycle. I just have a lucid dream, get okay at having one, then fail, and start over again, and it never ends.
I post on these forums to find the perfect, ideal, way to lucid dream, the perfect technique, when really there isn’t.
I do believe that your dreams can be benefical beyond what we might think.
I want to have someone teach me to lucid dream and I want to be able to have one without even trying.
I don’t know what I’m waiting for, I just can’t figure out how you have a lucid dream when really I don’t have any control at all.
The problem is that I need to have a lucid dream first, and then remember to get someone to teach me, but I can’t get someone to teach me without having a lucid dream.
So that is why I want to Lucid Dream, I want to have someone teach me to perfect it and be able to have one every night and achieve more out of my dreams.