What a night : 4 Dreams, and these were very special draems each. Let me tell you my night
So I go to bet at 10:30PM, I’m very tired because I only slept two hours the day before so I go to bed, extremely tired and I relax. When I feel I’m going to sleep, I start moving my fingers. After ~15sec I feel like my conciousness is drifting from my body and I feel very goood. At this point, I get excited and for some reason (adrenaline release or so) I get excited and awake . I RC and can’t breath trought my nose, so no worries. I relax for another 20 mins and do the same thing again, didn’t work either. At this point I decided to set my alarm at 3:45AM (big mistake) and that I’d try this during the night.
So I go back to sleep with no intention of lucid dreaming in the first part of the night. Now I’m having my first dream, not lucid bud the dream was very vivid. I remember talking with my best friend, we just saw something ultra-scary but we were like “No that’s unrealistic, doesn’t scare me” That wasn’t a nightmare, juste a ND. Then my alarm goes on.
I wake up, try the technique with the fingers but it didn’t work. So I decided I’d try WBTB, so I go to the bathromm, go to the kitchen and take a glass of water. At this point, I’m really really tired and I decided I’d go to bed asap and try the technique. I move my fingers and 30 secs later, I have a weird feeling and I don’t remember exactly what happened but I woke up in a dream, and was lucid (no need to RC, I saw my body without being in it ). The bad thing is that I couldn’t materialize in my body So I spent 1 or 2 mins looking at me, with no possibility to materialize and interact with others etc. So that was my first lucid dream, yay
Then I have a blackout, everything is black and I wake up in another dream where I was not lucid but concious, I just acted as I was in real lief and I didn’t think one second I was in a dream ! It seemed so natural I didn’t even think about it.
After this, I wake up (morning), semi-disapointed because I didn’t have the lucid dream I wanted. After 2-3 hours, I was still very tired so I went back to sleep for 2-3 hours. Here, no technique I just went to sleep and well, I woke up in my dream, it was just like reallity but one thing was different : I can’t find the words, but there was no society rules / presure. I did everything I wanted and nobody judged me / punished me, awesoommeee
In this last dream, I’d say I was very concious (because I DID what I wanted to do) but I was lucid only the last few secs, when I had a part of my body that was detatched of me without any pain, there I really understood that it was a dream lol
So anyway, amazing experience for the first attempt, I enjoyed it and I’ll try this again and again Also I’m going to introduce myself and open my journal like everybody
Cheers