people that can actualy see things in their head are a minority, or so I feel.
you’re right, if you told me to think of a tree, i’d probably think “tree” in my head, and just think “about” trees, but I wouldn’t see them…
but this is where I get puzzled, I can both see and NOT SEE a tree, right now, in my mind, but … there is no way on earth to describe this, it is like it is there, but it is in another dimension, and I see it, yet I do not see it… it is directly related to imagination… and well… I cannot hold it.
If I hold it, it mutates, my mind warps it into other things, and, evetually, if I really have patience, I start losing consciousness, falling asleep, and sometimes I then will be able to SEE it burned into my eyelids like it was REAL… but this I cannot control.
When someone people talk about hwo they think and visualize it makes it sound like what they see in their heads, it is a clear as day and they are immensed into it, like they are dreaming awake, like they are tripipng, like the images are RIGHT INSIDE BURNED INTO THEIR EYEBALLS AND TRANSPOSED ONTOP OF THE BLACKNESS LIKE A MOVIE
like remote viewing, like voluntary HI.
But I don’t know, can people REALLY do that? Or is my lackluster visualizatin skill responsible for me just thinking that people are so much better me, when unless t hey are some outlying mystic, they are not?
For me, intense HI is akin to remote viewing, is akin to dreaming while still being in your body, meaning you REALLY see what you are seeing, you don’t just “half see” it, or perceive it.
and for me, it sounds like a lot of people can really see whatever the hell they want, inside their heads, as if it were right in front of them, as if they were dreaming.
It really upsets me, I’ve wanted to do this forever, and I can’t.
I’ve only been practicing half a year but that should be long enough.
I have the exact same problems as Eclipse_Fire.
What is meant by focusing on one thing? Say, you see a spot, you pay attention to the spot, and that spot only? Then what do you do when it disappears? What do you do when you are ASLEEP yet somehow seeing things?
I am not conscious during HI, it is a mind split, my conscious mind is off, and I am in a dream mind, which is largely dead, but then the conscious suddenly chimes back in with a mantra or something… who knows… I can’t describe it, all I can say is it’s like being possessed.
I’m not in control until it’s over. So by this logic I should be able to easily slip in, but I don’t, my dissociated conscious mind (providing it still exists?) wants to take back control, or something… even when I just want to go to sleep I have this problem.
I cannot hold on to the nothingness either, it makes me tired and dizzy and makes me drift in/out of HH and consciousness/sleep.