Posts: 35 Joined: 28 Mar 2013 Last Visit: 19 May 2013
LD count: 9
Shy people and lucidity, link?
Posted: Wed 15 May, 2013
I recall people telling me that when they walk and a croud stares at him he "forgets" how to walk, I experienced this in my early years because I was born in a good family and my heart was very kind and tender but hear me, what if this is a response from the mind or the soul(consciousness) to shut down the body because its recieving too much psychological trauma? Could this be related to wild? Can psycological trauma or embarrassing events be the door to wild?
After practicing ADA my heart got darker and nowadays I don't care about people as before, so LDing may be much deeper than what we grant it for, although I'm just 1 person so please post your experience.
Edit: not to sound wierd, the reason I said it make my heart dark is because being in the moment distances me from useless lingering feelings, making me noticeably colder but not necessarily mean.