Hi, everybody!
Last morning I finally suceeded getting a LD. After a few months trying, with only two partial sucesses, this time it really happened.
First, it was just an ordinary dream, in which I was at a train station here in Brazil, and a kind of expo was going on. A friend of mine was there, and was making fun about the artist, which gone so mad that called him mentally ill, and said that such people would never again be allowed in her show. I got very angry about her calling my friend mentally ill, that I Said “You do not know what you’re losing”. Then I turned my back on her and went down some stairways, But I knew she was watching me, so I decided to do something bold, and started to fly over the stairs, as sometimes happens in my dreams.
When I realized I was flying, The magic Happened: I asked myself: “I must be dreaming!” .I looked for my hands and thought “Yes, I’m dreaming”. I suddenly got very anxious, but remembered the advice to look at hands to stay calm. I worried a lot about remembering the experience, so I put my internal dialogue to work at full power, and decided to fly more effectively. Right away I could feel my body going up and up in the sky, and I was at an old colonial town in another state of Brazil. it was almost night, and I assumed a superman-like position to fly more comfortably. Then I saw a church tower standing right in front of me, and was afraid of hitting it, but remembered " I can get thru walls, too", The tower got nearer and nearer, and I finally crossed it, with a scream of fear. I looked inside the church for a moment and then passed thru the other wall. I was really frightened and upset and tried to find my hands again, but this time the image was blurred, and everything got dark, and then I woke up.
Although it wasn’t a most fantastic dream, I am reaaaly happy I finally got it!
I do some RC a few times a day, and tihs morning I woke up to help my girl friend go to work, and went back to bed after 20 minutes. It took some time till I could fall asleep again, so I started thinking about LD.
Think it was kind of WBTB, right?
I have a final question: Does my internal dialogue helped or buzzed me?
Thank you all for helping me achieve it! This forum is great!
Light and peace for everybody!