Hi all, a 19 year old boy from Sweden here.
In my life I have had around 3-4 LD’s until this week, and about the same number sleep paralysis (only 1 with eyes open). I didn’t know anything about lucid dreaming or that it was possible to train yourself to get lucid until I found some info about it on the net last week.
I remember that the LDs didn’t last very long only some mins then I woke up and I didn’t try to control anything in the dream, I only ran around and did forbidden things cause I knew it was a dream.
One week ago I visited some webpages conserning lucid by mistake, and found myself very interested. I wanted to develop my lucid skills if I had any. But monday-friday I went to the military and only slept about 5h/day, and forgot the whole thing.
But friday 04.00 2h before we go up, I get lucid in a dream and for the first time I try to move stuff and it worked, in the dream I was immortal and defeated 6-8 people with machine guns with my bare hands. The dream last a couple of mins.
We are free over the weekends, so I get the chance to sleep in my own bed this time, and I was very very tired.
Saturday 08.30 I get lucid, after I got lucid everything become black and I am in my old bed where I slept 2-3 years ago. I close my eyes and think about a hot girl and when I open them it is a girl in my bed. But I cant get a good look at her, I feel very very tired I have hard to keep my eyes open, and get a false wakeup (but I dont knew that in the dream). I am very pissed cause my dad/sister wake me up (still in my old room) and now I wake up in my real bed for real. I go up and go to the toilet and go to bed again, cause I am so tired after the military.
10.00 I get lucid again, this time I look at a paper to see if I am lucid, I cant focus on the text and I cant move the paper closer to my eyes then 30 cm. This time I get the feeling I get teleported and I think about the spirit guide (read about it on the forum) and I decide to meet it. I see a tree in my room from my bed, looks like a weeping willow from a computer game, and I ask it, Who are you? and after a mili-secound it reply something like: am I you or me ?, maybe he wanted me to understand he was in my head, and I wake up. I think I wake up cause I asked the question with words (maybe I talked in the sleep) next time I will try to think the question instead of talking.
I hope I get lucid next night also, I dont know why I suddently got 3LD in 2 nights. I have never kept any dreamjournal, done special techniques to get lucid or train RC, but I have it easyto remember dreams I allways remember 1-3 dreams each morning. I have to remember spin and rub my hands next ld.
Is this normal? I feel everything happends so fast.
sorry for my bad english, english have allways been my weakest subject.